January 2011
Day 13: Write about how you feel at this moment
First off, I’m exhausted. I haven’t had a day off since Thursday and I won’t get one until Wednesday. I am glad that I don’t have to wake up early tomorrow though. Secondly, I’m pretty content with how things went after work today. Simplicity is nice, especially when it’s shared with someone. It felt good to open up a little and vent. Lastly, I’m...
Day 12: Your view on how the human mind works
Oh boy, this is going to be a good one.
Where to begin? I’ll start with religion because that plays big role in how people perceive the mind. I struggle with my beliefs because I find two religions fascinating. The fist one would be Agnostic, which is believing that there is a higher power but questioning what it really is or could be. Basically, it means you are a skeptic. The other is...
Day 11: Meaning behind one of you tattoos
[I’m a little behind on my challenge I’ll try to catch up later]
Well, I’m just gonna go ahead and explain the meaning behind my half sleeve of Sally. Most obvious reason I got it was because I love The Nightmare Before Christmas, and I think Tim Burton is an amazing artist. I do have a deeper meaning than just that though. Think about it, if you have ever seen the movie you...
Day 10: Five things you want to do before you die...
1. As cliche as this is going to be I really really want to go skydiving. I was just looking at pictures of it and even just seeing someone else doing it gives me such an adrenaline rush. I know that once I got in the plane I would be losing it and someone would probably have to push me out of the plane but I still really want to go. Even if it does scare the shit out of me.
2. I want to take...
Day 09: What you look for in the opposite sex
Well putting my opinion on looks aside for the beginning of this I’ll start out with some personality traits that I look for. First and foremost, I look for someone that I can build trust with. I’ve given up trusting for the most part so it is definitely something that needs to be earned. It’s nothing personal, it’s just my way of guarding myself. I need someone who is...
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Day 06- Top 10 favorite people right now in no specific order.
I’m not sure if I can even come up with ten to be honest but here goes.
1.Caili Herr
2. Davide Francois Smith
3. Matt Martino
4. Chelsea Thoman
5. Mark Allen Howell [should come visit me]
6. Amanda Corallo
7. Brandie Noble
8. Mark Kuniegel
9. Matt Quinn
10. Bie
Day 07: Something that really pisses you off
Well...
“Nobody notices when we leave. I mean, the moment when we really choose to go. At...”
– Susie Salmon- The Lovely Bones
Day 05: A recent time in which you felt forgotten
This past weekend. I haven’t felt that alone in a really long time. Usually I have distractions, and usually I’m okay with the fact that all of my old friends don’t want anything to do with me but it got to me. I had no one, and it really sucked knowing that they were all hanging out like old times. Times I’ll never get to have again. I felt completely invisible, and in...
Day 04- Your opinion on cheating
I guess I should start this off by saying up front that I have cheated. I’m not ashamed of it but, on the same note I know what I did was wrong. I cheated on Michael, with one of my good friends Shane. When I first cheated on him, he had disappeared for about two months, I hadn’t seen him and had barely heard from him in that time. I was lonely, hurt, and confused. I went to Shane not...
Day 03: A friend you have had and lost and are...
The first person that comes to mind when I think about a friend that I am better off without is Sibling. The part that kills me the most about her, is that I don’t really know why we aren’t friends anymore. She literally woke up one day and decided that she hated me. I’ve tried to reason with her, I’ve tried to figure out what I could have done that was so wrong for her to...
Day 02: The last person you kissed
Sigh
The last person I kissed was named Billy. I met him on New Year’s Eve at a party that I went to with Caili and Matt. In all honesty it was amazing. Spontaneous. It went like this.
Me- So I’m gonna be forward with you, I really want to kiss someone at 12 and I would really like if that person were you.
Billy- I think that is an amazing idea. I’ve never kissed anyone at...
I’m thinking about getting this tattooed somewhere with the quote “you can’t be afraid to dream bigger darling” I’m not sure where though.. Any opinions?
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“I couldn’t imagine you with all your perfections. All of your...”
– Cob- Inception
Day 01: How you are different on Tumblr to how you...
Oddly enough, I find that I’m a little more open with how I feel on Tumblr than I ever am in person. You would think that it would be opposite but I’ve always been better at writing how I feel as opposed to saying how I feel. If you know me [or were to meet me] in person I’d probably be bubbly, hyper, and loud. It’s rare that I ever let anyone see me when I’m upset.....
This isn’t supposed to feel so horrible.
But of course it does.
Just. [please]
Stop. [make it]
Thinking. [go away]
I’ve lost my mind.
My biggest mistake today was letting thoughts of you back into my head. It still hurts. I haven’t been dwelling and then out of know where I slipped. It hurts, breathing seems like such a chore.
[the worst part about it is, I know that I’m not even a second thought in your head.]
Silly meager girl, you think you would learn your lesson. :-/